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THE BIG SECRET WITH A DISGUSTING STD


(ca usa)

I was 18 when i found out i had genital herpes, and never had sex with a guy, i experimented with girls... when i was 16 i started having sex with girls using vibrators ect...
when i found out it put me in a bad depression i didnt want to go to work i felt disgusting. im 21 now and i havent been back to the doctors since (no insurance) but i have not had one break out, the only reason why i found out i had herpes i was getting birth control to ease my periods. Im now married ive been with my husband for 2 years and he still dosent know and im not sure i want him to know it may sound selfish of me but im scared of the reaction ill get if i tell anyone, the first thought from him would probably be im a disgusting whore or something (hes the only man ive been with) i dont even know why im sitting here writing this, i guess it feels good talking about it, i feel like im living a lie but i cant come to tell him. ive always longed my whole life to be a mommy and i have a feeling that because of this disease i wont be able to have childern. my husband and i have tried for over a year now and still trying :( deep down inside i hate myself because i ruined my own life from making poor decisions this disease is in the back of my mind all the time.... if i think like this and i have it... then i wonder what hell think of me




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Oct 08, 2011
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by: unknown

Don't be so down on yourself. Those where decisions you made before you met your spouse, so by no means are you a whore. I know its hard to mention something like this to your mate but you don't want to one day accidentally give it to him while trying to conceive. I wanted you to know even with the disease you could have a healthy baby. If you deliver vaginally with no flare ups the baby will be fine but if you are having flare-ups at the time of your delivery you have to have a c-section so you won't harm the baby
Oct 09, 2011
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starstarstarstarstar 		maybe telling is best.!
by: Anonymous

i dont know if i have herpes or not yet i just got one little tiny break out and i am a mom of one and pregnant now. my first child is from a high school sweetheart that i was with for a few years that ended badly. i had gotten tested after him so i know its nothing to do with him. im now with a guy ive know since i was young and carrying his child my second. ive only been with 2 guys my entire life and im worried that i have herpes and i can pass it on to my child. i wish he would have came out and told me. i know he had sexual activities with a lot of girls but i didnt think he was so stupid about it. all im saying is that it is a little selfish he not telling me if he knows some what about him having anything that could def be passed to our kid. and to keep something like that from the person you love doesnt really show a lot of love and breaks trust if ever finding out the hard way.

i hope one day you are blessed with the family you long for and that everything works out for you. Good luck and God bless.!

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