so scared

by SHAME
(WASHINGTON)

My boyfriend has been out of town on business for a little more than a month and comes back in four days. The second week he was gone I was went out to the bar with some friends, I ended up drinking to much and blacked out. I ended up bring a complete stranger home. I remember only certain parts of that night. I had layed down because I was tired and drunk and he ended up laying with me. I started falling asleep when he start touching me I told him he could sleep in my bed but nothing was going to happen cause I have a boyfriend.But he kept touching me and before I knew it we were having sex . I kept telling him stop but it felt good so I just let him keep going. To make it worse he didn't use a condom. Since that day i felt so dirty and I feel like I contracted an STD. I start having lots of vaginal discharge, (its white and don't stink), I itch a lot. I have bumps but they are not near the opening or around my vagina but they are closer to my bikini lines and higher, (kinda look like from razor) and pain in my legs and back.. I went to this std testing place to get tested but they only test three diseases chlamydia, gonorrhea, and trichinosis, All of the test came back negative. I am now feeling like I have herpes.I have to wait till Friday to go to the doctors, but my BF comes back Sunday and since we have not seen each other for about 45 days he gonna wanna have sex. I am scared to tell him no cause than he will be curious, but i do not want to give him anything if i do have something.. what is the first outbreak like and what are more ways to tell you may have it???????????? Could it be a yeast infection?