Scared to death please help :(
Well i am 16 years old and had sex with 3 guys after my first i was tested for everything and i had no type of diseases. Now i have been with this boy for almost a year he swears i took his virginity and am the only one he had sex with he is 18 well we broke up for a short time and i made the stupid mistake of sleeping with a guy i have known for a while we used a condom but it broke as soon as he pulled out and we never had sex again now i am back with my ex boyfriend and we were having a lot of unprotected sex he knows about me sleeping with the other guy. Well its 2 months since i slept with that guy and about a month since i had unprotected sex with my boyfriend i am now getting a sore on the right side of my vagina by my hole and it hurts only when i wipe or touch it. I told my mom about this and i went to the gyno yesterday 4-1-10 and the lady told me she bet her paycheck on it that it was not herpes but there is still a chance she said it doesn't have a blister and is not raised up at all it just feels a little ruff. She said she has seen many herpes and this looks nothing like that and that some people just get a sore from sex being to ruff or to dry. My boyfriend had been shady through out our relationship and he has lied to me before but never confessed to cheating on me and he wont. I HIGHLY doubt he is telling the truth and i ask about it all the time he gets really defensive and mad when i bring it up. He does not know i got tested for herpes i am scared he will tell me i got it from the other guy and leave me. Isn't it really unlikely that i got it from the other guy being that we used a condom and when he took it out he felt it pop and it was never put back in ever and our areas never touched unprotectedly. My boyfriend doesn't have any sores i look at his penis all the time to make sure he has had a rash before but it was after i had put lotion on his penis. I am scared to death and don't know what to do my mom only knows about my first guy and my current boyfriend i am not telling her about the other she will kill me. My doctor said she was 99.9% sure its not herpes but i have to wait til the test comes back Monday! 4-5-10! I am so stressed out and i check it everyday to may sure a blister is not forming its now only Saturday 4-2-10 and its still flat and sore it hurts really bad when i pull myself open to look at it after my legs have been closed for a while i am praying i am just ripped because its very close to my hole. What can i do? What if i have it? I promise myself after this test comes back and if hopefully everything is okay i will never have unprotected sex again! EVER! I don't think my boyfriend has been faithful and how would i tell him if i did have herpes? please respond to me :(
