Not Normal

by Jen
(Fayetteville nc)

When I was only 15 years old , an older guy took advantage if me and change my entire life in one night . Now at the age of 19 sometimes I don't feel like a normal teen. Since this happen to me outside of my mom and close friends I never opened up to anyone about me having herpes. Even writing it out is major for me. I think since I never talk about it , it's hard for me to cope with this life changing situation . All I want is a guy not to judge me and understand where I'm coming from . Having herpes makes me feel unnormal .