Its hard to face when the doc says get your children tested

by Nicole
(Missouri)

Im 25 years old and was diagnosed with the herpes virus about 3 weeks ago. Due to having the virus I had a miscarriage. So I guess this gave my Doc the cue to perform the test. She also diagnosed me with depression so this didn't help at all. I'm scared as hell. I'm also married. That makes it even more harder for me. Just before the Doc told me my husband told me he had oral sex with a stripper at the strip club. I caught him when he came home and the condom fell off. But how the hell did we catch this disease. We have been together for the last three years and never caught anything. It sure would've felt lot better to have caught trich, chlamydia whatever. Sometimes I feel like just giving up. I don't know If I will make it. But right now its not about me. I pray to god every night until the day I get my children tested and prey they don't have. They are my world I'm here to protect them not harm them.