finding out and the outcome.

Im 19 years old and contracted genital herpes just before my 19th birthday.. Ive had 3 sexual partners, my boyfriend of 1 year and a half he cheated on me with 5 other girls and i found out 6 months after the first time.
it took a very long time to get over it and i struggled to get through day to day, i then met a guy that loved me we were together for 2 months. Easter weekend i was extremely drunk and took a guy ive known for years and went to school with home. we had sex and three weeks later i had my first break out, it was so painful i couldn't walk. i was a mess i got tested and my mum came with me, when i got the results my twin sister was with me, i was beside myself and if it wasn't for my best friend i would of buried myself in a hole. for a long time i wished i could go back to the pain i felt with my boyfriend cause i knew that it would go away. this is forever... ive now just met a guy who is amazing and wants to be my girlfriend. but im not sure im ready to take the step to tell him and i wont be with him if i cant tell him. im scared hell tell people and scared hell run for the hills.