confused and scared

by faith
(ob)

well im 13 and i had sex for the first time on December 21st and me and my partner used protection and he never said anything about having herpes sooo i never thought about it but after we had sex he completely stopped talking to me so then the day after new years i went to a party and ran into this guy Ive known for a year and i really liked him then we had sex and used protection and a week later i thought i had a yeast infection so i went to the doctor and they told me i had herpes and Ive been crying ever since cus i completely ruined my teenage years well made it harder to be a teenager and i let my mom down and now i have a even bigger problem the doctors say i might be expecting a baby and that's the last thing i need i regret having sex now but there's nothing i can do now but hope for the best and Im just scared to get rejected by my future partners because what if i happen to meet someone i really like and i have to tell him i have herpes but then he freaks out and leaves??????