I begged my BF of 3 years to not put himself in me while unprotected, and he forced it in (I wouldn't say it was rape)..I may have herpes now and they are painful. IDK what to do now.I hate myself!
Please don't hate yourself! First off, I hate to break it to you but that was sexual assault... anytime you say no and it happens anyway, it is rape/forced sex/sexual assault. You need to go to the police, but more importantly, break up with & stay away from that young man & then go get tested! I pray that u get this msg or that you have already done these things & I'm just late. I'm so sorry that happened to you. :(